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♥ My name is "Yeeling" .
♥ And my daddy mummy gave me a christian name called "Lyn" .
♥ 18 years old this year .
♥ Born in 11th Aug 1990 .
♥ Graduate From Beauty Therapy in Simei ITE .
♥ Cute genie-XiaoJingLing- wanna be .
♥ Sleeping is what i usual do when i've nothing to do .
♥ Very playful , blur and stupid is what it makes out of me .
♥ Looking cheerful will always be me .
♥ Rainy days makes me feel good while sunny days makes me TURN OFF .
♥ Officially loved and pampered by her baby "LEE KAI JIE" .
LYNLYN:)
sweet memories:)
19.09.2008
ILOVEYOU:)
♥ Loving boyfriend .
♥ Married .
♥ Put on bridal gown .
♥ Photo shoots album .
♥ Romantic candle-light dinner with dearie .
♥ Ride on the singapore biggest ferry-wheel with dearie .
♥ Oversea with dearie .
♥ Recieve 99 pink roses on valentine day .
♥ Gucci hand & sling bags .
♥ m)phosis red sandle .
♥ Gucci sunglass to block the irritating sunlight .
♥ LV wallet .
♥ Pink PSP .
♥ Car license .
♥ Get a job with good pay .
♥ Black & white knee length pants to .
♥ Levi pink .
♥ Havana flip-flop .
♥ Learn cooking .
♥ m)phosis black sandle .
♥ Zeno pink MP3 player.
[♥Esther - [Ah Gua Tan]]
[♥Urania - [Pui Ying]]
[♥Celine - [Nu'er]]
[♥Kerner]
[♥Nick]
[♥Star]
[♥SzeQi]
[♥Shermain]
[♥Whitney - [Neyney]]
[♥Leonie - [Darling]]
[♥Felicia Chin]
[♥Joanne Peh]
[♥Jack Neo]
[♥Siree]
[♥Kelly - [My BITCH]]
[♥JinLian]
[♥KhorNee - [Sweetheart]]
[♥Levi]
[♥Liyin - [Sweets LinLin]]
[♥Zhenhui]
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
it been a long time since i blog .. and im back again .. haha .. off to interview for my IA at Jean Yip today .. at first when i was inform dat the attachment SPA is Jean Yip i was rather turn off and not really feeling happy .. because i ask my teacher who will be going to interview at Jean Yip also .. she send me four names and it is malay .. worse thing is i dont even know who the hell are they .. reluctantly i still when to interview .. when i reach the Jean Yip Academy ,, i saw my friends all there and my bestie girl LEONIE will be working at Jean Yip with me .. yea .. im happy .. at least im not alone !.. okay i know im LAME .. dots .. btw .. the people at Jean Yip Academy is like so fcuk up lah .. so hao lian ..
Meeting baby later at eight and we go for dinner .. it been 2 DAYS dat i dint see him .. 2 days never see him is alot for me .. feeling rather sad and uncomfortable .. maybe im not independent enough .. all thanks to people now i can hardly meet him .. hai ~ im damn upset lah .. damn it .. nvm .. i been working and earn a little money and at the same time to past my time faster .. wihtout him is really very miserable okay .. but its okay .. today baby come over my house here for dinner ,, and i will treat baby for dinner .. wee~ => muacks muacks .. ILOVEYOU .. and MISS MISS YOU LOTS .. =<
-♥Lyn @ 1:24 AM :)
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
i fought with baby .. im just too wildful ,, stubborn and petty .. and i hurt him too much today .. i dont know what's the fcuking problem with me also .. maybe .. im just afraid dat he'll eventually leave me one day .. but he said he promise me already and he wont break promise .. and i shuld have trust his promise and dont be like so crazy today .. SORRY ,, BLAME ON ME .. hope you will forgive me once more .. i wont repeat the wrong i've done .. and stay by your side and be your good girl always .. dont feel upset anymore .. i promise not to repeat the same childish act again .. i seriously love you .. and never have any other guy in my heart except you .. and no one can never ever replace you in my heart ..
-♥Lyn @ 6:21 AM :)
Sunday, November 18, 2007
yesterday i attend my daddy friend wedding dinner .. the bride and the groom was so sweet and lovely .. really really envy them .. and i realise something .. being a bride and put on wedding gown makes a women look most beautiful in their entire life .. i saw the bride after and before make-up look .. and she really look very very different .. the wedding photo they took makes people feel how sweet and loving they are .. and the powerpoint they made was flash on the wedding dinner night .. when i look at the slides of the powerpoint .. they make me feel dat marriage is the most blissful and sweet ,, lovely moment in our life .. i really want my wedding to be as sweet and as grand as them ..
baby went to pub with zhan they all as i have wedding dinner to attend .. i did not went with him .. i was rather sad and angry b'cus till 12 midnight he never even send me a single msg .. i miss him very very much at dat moment but i do not want to msg him b'cus i want to know does he really miss me when im not around .. but till 1plus my phone rang .. it was a msg from him .. i feel happy ,, i read and send the msg with a smile on my face .. => i told him in the msg dat i envy the newly couples i witness today .. and he replied ..
baby : next time will be us right ?..me : you really want to marry me ?..baby : yes .. will you marry me mah dear ?..me : of course i will .. is dat consider as you propose to me ?..baby : yes dear.. i will marry you .. few more years ..
at dat time i feel as blissful and happy as the newly couple ,, althou i hasnt even marry to him .. i know people will say dat im naive to belief what he had say b'cus both of us are still young .. but i really have a very strong sense dat my lifetime partner and the person who takecare and protect me will be him .. => we'll prove to everyone dat the promise we made now will come true .. right baby ?.. muacks ..
-♥Lyn @ 9:45 AM :)
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
yesterday .. i home sweet home at 12 midnight .. -.- bath and everything .. and then looking for file dat i can bring it to school .. and something caught my attention .. it is a PINK COLOUR SHOE BOX with dust .. i open it up and it contain many many letters dat i collect during secondary school life .. reading those letter really makes me luff .. think back about the past .. i find it so cute .. like i dont friend you ,, you dont friend me .. haha .. => really stupid .. and of course there's also some love letters .. haha .. secondary love life is so so puppy love .. bark bark puppy .. it is now midnight 12am .. which means now is 14/11/2007 .. yea .. is our 9th month anniversary .. ILOVEYOU baby .. muacks ..
-♥Lyn @ 7:56 AM :)
Friday, November 9, 2007
my daddy gave me a phone yesterday .. and im rather happy with the condition of the fone .. BUT ,, soon i found out dat the fone suck okay .. keep no reception .. and i on and off the phone till low bat .. fcuk it ..
baby .. dat bitch of mine .. make me wait for him for around 1 hour .. im like so damn pissed till my tears going to roll down soon ..
night time ..
me and baby went down to old kopitiam and had our dinner .. and yes i saw her .. wanted to smile at her .. but when i see her face seem to be like so not happy to see mine then i was turn off lah .. i dont know what she want lah kays .. i already tell baby you cant expect me to say hello or hi or byebye to a person who have a fcuk-up face .. at least i dont give a ONE KIND LOOK ..
ahhh ..
wadever .. just want to settle my dat fcuking fone first .. tml i have no phone .. =< .. FCUK DAT PHONE OF MINE ..
-♥Lyn @ 9:15 AM :)
Thursday, November 8, 2007
today supposed to meet my little baby .. but went to shopping with mummy they all till very late .. so dint meet him .. =<>
-♥Lyn @ 6:14 AM :)
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
YOU HATE ME .. SO DO I .. tmd .. one small thing make till so big .. i cant even write what i want to say in my OWN blog .. DONT LIKE WHAT I SAY IN MY BLOG .. YOU CAN JOLLY WELL DONT READ IT ,, FCUK OFF AND DONT EVER COME BACK ..
i get reprimanded by baby grandmother today .. hais .. i never ever cry so much and so long before .. i've been so stress b'cus of all these rubbish .. it's time for me to rest .. dont blame others or me dat your kinship is being ruin .. blame it yourself .. you ruin it with your OWN HAND .. i have enuf .. what trick you have .. BRING IT ON .. i got my own say and freedom .. it is none of your freaking business .. i rather to be more troublesome to set my blog to only those readers i invite then ,, i have no freedom ,, cant say what i want to say in my OWN blog and save truoble too .. hate me for all you want .. you dont want to see my face .. you think i want to see yours too ?..
baby im sorry dat i've hurt you today .. actually i dont hate her .. you should know .. what she've done .. i've already gave in and try to communicate with her .. i try my best .. im really sorry .. i know you wont break-up with me b'cus of her .. i know dat .. and i SWEAR i never fade feeling i still love you so much as before .. i hope you do also .. ILOVEYOU !..
-♥Lyn @ 8:43 AM :)
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
we went to TM to catch the movie called "UNREST" .. it is a M18 show .. as it was early ,, we went to the open plaza to smoke and talk cock .. and we met many people there .. we saw NICHOLAS ,, ZI HAN ,, ERIC ,, BEN and HUI RONG .. lol .. after so long and we finally met each other .. the show is meaningless and stupid ,, but it is damn disgusting lah .. even baby cant stand it too .. they show you how they cut the body up all dat .. okay i better stop it .. i want to vomit soon .. lol .. hmmm .. i rate 3/5 ?..
3 stars -.-
this few days i really feel so satisfy .. my relationship with my mummy seem to get better .. and i can feel baby love and care for me more than anyone .. feel so xin fu lah .. lol .. => baby i love you so so so so so much .. muacks ..
-♥Lyn @ 6:26 AM :)
Monday, November 5, 2007
today i went to dat mani and pedi job interview with leonie .. and yea .. both of us manage to get the job together at the same time .. althou the pay is quite low (4 bucks per hour) ,, but the working enviroment can say not too bad .. and it is near my house and super near baby house .. =>
i cant go to baby house for 2days .. sigh oOooOo .. i seriously dont know what the hell dat i've done wrong .. dat she seem like dislike me so much .. i dont mind she dislike me .. i think my poor boyfriend is in such a diificult position .. i guess he also dont know what should he do .. poor baby .. i know he want to cheer me up .. he kept asking me is there any place i want to go .. he accompany me .. but .. my everyday routine is to go his house and accompany him .. and we hardly go shopping .. out of a sudden .. i really dont know where to go .. he say tmr he want to watch movie with me .. hmmm .. and i think is quite a good idea .. it been long since we watch a movie ler loh .. lols .. actually supposed to go today .. but i really dont have to mood to go anywhere .. i just feel like go home .. have a shower and close myself in my room and shut down .. =< .. i feel sad .. i also dont know why .. supposed to feel happy .. cus i get a job .. but suddenly b'come so moody .. althou is just only 2 days i cant go baby house .. but i think back .. i dont think i've done anything wrong .. then why must she be angry .. argh .. i dont know .. im blur .. im feeling so confuse .. and my mood is all mess-up .. but no matter what happen i will still put baby first pirority before i make any decision .. => he's so much impt in my life other then my cute little po po .. => po po i miss you so much .. you miss me ?.. i bet you do huh .. hee e ..
today is my brother b'day .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE BROTHER .. hope he will get smarter lah .. he's so stupid .. every year report book come back all grade 4 .. only once in a blue moon there's a grade 3 .. lols .. my daddy bought us and one of my brother friend "JUN MING" to bedok85 to have dinner .. i think i will grow to be a fat pig soon .. lols .. we had satay ,, chicken-wing ,, fried-oyster ,, fish soup ,, satay bee hoon and the famous minced-meat noodle .. come back .. we rest for around 45mins ?.. and cut cake time .. OMG .. my mummy bought a chocolate cake .. i dont really like chocolate cake cus it's so filling .. im more to fruit cake .. so nice and fresh .. but baby like chocolate cake ..
-♥Lyn @ 7:54 AM :)
Sunday, November 4, 2007
i have settle my bills .. i have finish my SES script and hand it over .. and credit goes to MANDY .. she help me throughout the SES script .. i passed my BDM test with good grade (75/100) .. im not dat fear of debarment anymore .. so many things have complete and done .. and my burden gets lighter .. i felt so much relax and happier .. and i finally know how important i'am in my boy life .. => everything went so smoothly ..
BUT .. sitll there are things dat i WISH it could be done smoothly .. hmmm .. im going for a mani and pedi interview tomorrow with leonie and i really hope they would hire us .. and hopefully i can cope with my school work and exam .. I WANT TO PASS MY EXAM .. but im afraid of my DLT .. i never learnt anything about DLT for the pass few months .. im worry i culdnt manage .. i only went for its waxing pratical class .. how how how ?.. =<
i feel bad of what happen yesterday .. baby quarrel with her over me .. and yet im not understandable enuf to know what he was doing for me .. even he coax me i still attitude him .. i thou what thing dat he wont want to let me to know ?.. and i never think WHY he wont want to let me know .. not thinking of how he feel and what he had done .. i have minor quarrel with him .. at dat time he need my care and love .. but still i do thing dat make him so so upset .. he was really a nice boyfriend .. he apologize to me .. and of cus i started everything .. i did say sorry to him ..
later ,, he told me everything .. what is it all about .. she say i dint respect her .. she say she dont like me .. i go to baby house everyday .. i treat her as my friend .. as a respect i called auntie , ah ma and uncle whenever i see them .. but i dint call her or say hello to her when i see her .. cus to me i dont think there's a need for me to do so .. cus i treat her as a FRIEND .. i dont have the habit of saying "HI" or "HELLO" to my friends whenever i see them .. cus they are call "FRIENDS" .. since she's so unhappy with it i've got nothing to say .. but still i will stick to my own thinking .. althou she dont like me or so ever .. but still i will treat her as friend .. i wont want my baby to be in a dfficult position ..
but after dat incident .. it show how much baby love and care for me .. and how impt i'am in his life .. and whatever i do its all b'cus of him .. so .. i wont mind how people say and look at me .. as long as he is happy ,, being look down by people who say im a girl who cannot live without a man or so ever i also wont give a damn about it .. as long as im happy and he's happy ,, how people look at me i also wont give a FCUK !..
BABY I LOVE YOU TO THE FULLEST !.. IM SORRY DAT I'VE MADE YOU UPSET .. AND .. .. .. .. .. .. .. SEE YOU TOMORROW !.. HAHA =>
-♥Lyn @ 7:05 AM :)
Thursday, November 1, 2007
today i went to CARE SESSION .. our CA show us our attendance .. she said "attendance below 75% will be on the debarment list" .. oh dear .. and my attendance is 66% .. means ?.. on debarment list loh .. i promise my CA i will go to school every single day .. so she can appeal for me .. is like so many poeple on debarment list lah .. lols .. my SES script is not complete .. i got so many projects to work on this few weeks .. and i still need to go for me IA interview .. so many things crush together .. i guess i better sort them out quick ..
today i dint meet baby .. stay at home to celebrate yi yi b'day .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI YI .. actually i also dunno how old is her .. i guess about 50 plus .. lols .. and because is yi yi b'day .. my mummy cook lots of delicious foods .. and im so full .. i made lychee jelly for my yi yi as b'day present .. and my mummy and sibling going to finish up soon .. yi yi faster eat more okay ?.. specially made for you .. and of cus not forgetting baby .. i put some jelly aside for him .. =>
baby went to cut hair today .. okay dat's it .. i dont know how short he gonna cut this time .. better not be too short huh .. or not i will kill you okay ?.. i miss him lot .. and lucky he dint forget me .. or not no jelly for you .. =>
okay dat's it .. some people have nothing better to do .. come to my blog and make a fool of herself .. is she here to break me and baby up ?.. or is she jealous ?.. my baby said " she's jealous of me .. and so what she think im ugly .. as long as he love me and he think im not ugly can already " so hatred .. dont make a fool of yourself here okay ?.. me and my baby will awlays be as loving as before .. and he will love me even more .. dont try to break us up .. dont like it ?.. you can comment me .. come comment infront of me .. dont be a idoit to hide behind your com and do shameless thing .. dont dare to show up .. fuck off from my blog then .. => .. thanks heh ..
-♥Lyn @ 5:47 AM :)