[#o1] Do not rip anything off
[#o2] Whats here remains here
[#o3] Tag before you leave
[#o4] No vulgarities
[#o5] Leave if you're unhappy
[#o6] Thanks you
♥ My name is "Yeeling" .
♥ And my daddy mummy gave me a christian name called "Lyn" .
♥ 18 years old this year .
♥ Born in 11th Aug 1990 .
♥ Graduate From Beauty Therapy in Simei ITE .
♥ Cute genie-XiaoJingLing- wanna be .
♥ Sleeping is what i usual do when i've nothing to do .
♥ Very playful , blur and stupid is what it makes out of me .
♥ Looking cheerful will always be me .
♥ Rainy days makes me feel good while sunny days makes me TURN OFF .
♥ Officially loved and pampered by her baby "LEE KAI JIE" .
♥ Loving boyfriend .
♥ Married .
♥ Put on bridal gown .
♥ Photo shoots album .
♥ Romantic candle-light dinner with dearie .
♥ Ride on the singapore biggest ferry-wheel with dearie .
♥ Oversea with dearie .
♥ Recieve 99 pink roses on valentine day .
♥ Gucci hand & sling bags .
♥ m)phosis red sandle .
♥ Gucci sunglass to block the irritating sunlight .
♥ LV wallet .
♥ Pink PSP .
♥ Car license .
♥ Get a job with good pay .
♥ Black & white knee length pants to .
♥ Levi pink .
♥ Havana flip-flop .
♥ Learn cooking .
♥ m)phosis black sandle .
♥ Zeno pink MP3 player.
come home already so shek . still must face these bloody problematic thing . no proof no nothing dont come and say me luh . go court also must have evidence leh . idoit . waste of mine bloody time .
im so lucky to have a good brother and a good friend whose willing to do anything for me . who really take good care of me . thanks so much, and a sorry to you guys . causes so much trouble in the middle of the night .
baby, trying to be funny . he say im lying . lazy to explain also . question he asked . i answer him one word one word . no mood luh dey . like that liao you still suspect me . what the . sher mer lan loh .
met korkor downstair, and yea, he nag at me as usual . come on luh brother . spare me will you ? not in the mood for anything yesterday .
home sweet home at around 4.15am . when everyone is sound asleep like dead log . shek luh .
next week, i got to work from monday to sunday . damn it . no off for the first week . and mine weekend is all burn up . freak it . lesser time to accomapny baby too . but he dont mind . lols . nah, he wont miss me, i also will miss him luh . tmd . mei liang xin siol baby .
wuh, sians si ren luh . weekend all burn up . but that dosent stop me from going clubbing and all . who cares actually . dont forget im a kiddy, yea ? lols . and i love kiddy palace . haa . simply just for babies . (=
baby damn sweet luh . as it was raining he came down to fetch me with a SMALL umbrella . and he scared he wuld fell down when walking down the slope . so there's this maid standing there, using the public telephone . baby took off his slipper and ask the maid to look after it . and yea, he was bare footed luh . soooo cute and sweet okay . haa . my first boyfriend who fetch me with an umbrella . okay, i know this is nothing . but every little thing he do . can really make me happy and feel so blissful .
reached baby house around 6pm ? hmmm, then later help baby iron his uniform until straight straight . em yuh, main purpose for coming baby house is helped him iron his uniform and secondly accompany him . people say i very free . travel all the way there to iron uniform . haa . i very good de okay, hor baby ? lols .
home sweet home around 11pm . he was like nagging and saiko me to accompany him until next morning . but im so lazy to go home in the morning luh . argh` keep saying i so late then reach his house then accompany him a few hours only . blah blah blah . poor boy, giving me that pathetic face of his . heartpain sial, BUT in the end i still home sweet home . ahh haa haa`
but anyway, baby realising you can really be sweet boyfriend . poor boy, got to work until 10pm today . humpf` endure endure ENDURE baby ! yea ! heh heh . always be there for you, heh . iloveyou .
i lost another video . its okay, i think i get it from someone elsa then upload again :)
as usual cutting cake time, you should know what happen to sweetheart luh . haa . especially when our joker nelson and darren is there . one thing to descibe her . POOR THING . lols . but anyway, the cake smashing part is the fun part . haa .
poor zhe and qiang, helping us to clear up all the mess we've done . so good . zhe still can say he very good and considerate one . haa . yuh, its true luh . dont know when will be our next gathering le loh . haa .
okay, im rather pissed and lazy to blog . let these picture do the saying :) lols . anw, will be uploading more pictures when mummy is free =)
zhiqiang, you dont kei siao hide away from mine camera leh . lols .
the messy mess done by us .
I MISS THIS BESTIE ALOT ALOT TOO ! heh .
Zhiqiang :)
this picture damn cramp luh . haa .
so cute . friends for 6years . cherish :)
dats it, you take mouth cancer cigg . yuh, give korkor okay ? then i buy another pack give you . haa' see what ? i also wont take ur coconut luh dey .
and baby Jayden came also . soooo cute sial . keep disturbing him . but he culdnt be bother with me . guess he culdnt recognized me le . haa . keep playing with him while kor and his parents are discussing which bass set to choose .
when we're about to leave, bestie came and look for us . so, we then went to EastCoastPark Blue Lagoon and had our dinner . his daddy was so damn busy when he's eating, cus Jayden keep running here and there, and he got to carry him back over and over again . culdnt have peace while eating . lols .
so, after i finish mine dinner . i went to look after Jayden . very tiring, he keep run here and there, and i got run after him . and he's damn happy luh . though i playing catching with him . dats it . looking after a kid is not easy after all . argh` but he's so damn cute . haa . keep throwing and kicking the coconut to somewhere and want me pick it up for him . ):
after dinner, we went back to Jeremy house . damn scary . the three of us was playing pillow fight in his room then suddenly i told them i saw something . but actually i see nothing luh . haa . just want to scare them only . Jeremy was so freakout luh . omg` so gay can . haa . then i decided to tell them the truth, and now the two of them wasnt freak out anymore, but chase after me and want to whack me . dats it . started throwing pillows at me, then i heard one sound . i through it was kor trying to be funny . but he jump up . and i was the first to hide at the corner of the bed . three of us sat down there so quietly . nobody there to switch on his light . yea` im the brave one, cus i went to switch it on .
it was getting late . so me and bestie home sweet home . and Jeremy went to sleep with his sisters . stupid ah gua . lols . okay luh . kidding only ah . you want angry only can angry A LITTLE only hor . lols .
sigh` so confused . so lost . i guess i've already put mine everything le . and i guess its too late to turn back for anything . and a few sweet talks, i can like PEACE with him and forget everything . so useless` what the hell am i doing ? if im always like that, then i will always be the one getting hurt . no no no ! i dont want ! im scared of those pain and it reminds me about those scars ): i know that forgetting her is not easy . but if you culdnt forget her, why not get back with her ? will it better for all ? why cant we be like other sweet couples ? so loving, so sweet ? why ?! dats it, feeling like tears-ing again . why am i so weak and so soft-hearted ? pissed* mummy mummy, why you born me out to be so weak, soft-hearted and so kiddo ?
sigh` baby asked me to go find him . and everytime i wuld give excuses not to go meet him . i really wished to go and find him and accompany him . but he's dat sort of guy who really cant meet so often as, he wuld be sick and tired of his girlfriend very soon . really miss HIM so so so badly ! ):
bought our tickets and we went to Suki Sushi for our dinner . damn freaking full . full till i can vomit anytime anywhere . lols . stupid shady . keep make me laugh and laugh . cus he want to make me vomit . dats it luh you . haa .
after movie, brought some donuts home . and we went to FarEast . wanted to get mine mini skirt . but, when we reached there . most of the shops were closed . so in the end, i got a eye-lash, eyelash glue and eyebrown cutter . haa . went to MAC Cafe to have some drinks and chill a little . dint have mine Oreo Mcflurry cus im down with a flu . and the feeling is terrible . after our drinks, we HOME SWEET HOME . yea`
sigh` back to him . called him just now . and dont know why out of a sudden he lecture me . he said many many things . and many many hurtful things . and yes, i did cried . i kept quiet . i dint argue with him . cus i think there's no point for me to do so . and i think by arguing back will make it even worse . then i think kept quiet is the best thing to do . im just feeling so sad, feeling so speechless in what he had said . wondering, if you know im such a girl, why in the first place you still want me . since you said there's so many girls better then me, why not you go and be with them ? im a person who laugh damn easily and i hardly get pissed or angry . this is me . im not like her . im NOT fierce . and he compared me with other girl again . which i dislike .
you dislike certain things and so do i . you have feeling, i dont have meh ? until now i guess you culdnt forget her . and you say till like i never make any changes like that . ur friend want play . mine fault iszit ? i try to avoid them already . not as if i dint make any effort . when you zui ta lan . you wuld say "dont know you luh, whatever luh" which i hear already also very pak chek . must as well i keep quiet and you do the saying . better off for the both of us also . im always in the wrong and you're always the saint . im really damn speechless le . also very chim xim le . i think i say chim xim too many time already . you hear le also sians . but still, i got to say .
feeling so sick already . and now i feel so sad and terrible . everything i do also wrong . when i do something right . you will never ever say . you always look at the nagative side of me .
do you really love me ?
do you really dotes me ?
one sided love will never last . sigh` starting will always be so sweet . and when it gets longer . problems will start to come . then you like to hong, why still want have girlfriend ? answer me, why ?! expect me to take it cus this is you ? then can you take it that this is me ? but anyway, from now on, you want to say i what what what blah blah blah, go ahead . i wont get pissed or angry ! cus everytime you say me . i also dont feel angry but SAD ! and i sad i also wont really show out . so you can carry on . even if i really get angry i also wont throw temper on you already . and lastly, i really love you !
On the way to fetch korkor :)
SUKI SUSHI
YUMMY`
first time took a cab with TV in it . yea, i know i very sua ku . and i was playing with the TV through out mine whole journey back home . haa`